My Alibi

where do the promises all go...

i had a long drawn out thought to share, but i'm so (mentally) tired from thinking about it, i cant really bring myself to type it. i'd like to think i am really good at using my words. i can talk through almost anything, but i have come across something that i cant seem to fix. it seems no matter how well i articulate myself, the hammer just doesnt hit the nail. do i accept this as reality, and put it behind me, or keep pushing through? im generally the kind of person that pushes through, even if it feels like a three foot deep brick wall, but im tired. i feel like i've tried so hard and it didnt get me anywhere. maybe i will just take a break from it. yeah, thats what i'll do. take a break.