November 25, 2009
in this desert i have all i need...
im moving soon. which sounds funny because i dont even have anywhere to live yet. im flying out to new york in about two weeks to look for an apartment. ive been trying to go through all my stuff to figure out what i should keep and get rid of. its so hard to decide. trying to get organized is so much harder than it looks. a part of me just wants to throw everything away and just start over. but thats obviously unrealistic. my motivation is dragging. im also dreading saying bye, to anyone. im not good at it. anyway, i will be out there for about a week, zach should get in while im there. thats exciting, kind of surreal. i guess there is just a lot going on in a short period of time and so many unknowns. and anyone that knows me knows that i dont deal well with unknowns.
November 16, 2009
November 13, 2009
November 12, 2009
November 1, 2009
theres a killer on the corner and he's looking for love...
these feelings tend to leave me with a hole in my chest...
