i walked in through the front door. it smelled like she has been cooking dinner. but it was 3 o'clock in the morning, and she has been dead for a few years. And it was me that made dinner 9 hours earlier. I closed my eyes and wanted her to be there. but she wasnt. i am sad. without her. always.
...but i was probably born with a scowl on my face. its not you, its me.