someone here might love you, but its probably not me.
i wanted to get a few postcards. i was going to send one to megan in seattle and one to ben at home. but i keep forgetting, i have been two places with postcards. i never remember till long after i left. im at some wanna be hipster coffee shop below the sheridan stop on the redline. every time the L comes and goes, it shakes the table my computer is on. im in lakeview. and its really really really cold outside. the windchill is like 15 degrees or something. my least favorite part about being here. i had a job interview type meeting yesterday. it was probably a waste of my time. but i guess it didnt hurt to check it out.
i ran into a few people that are so awesome even when im not at work anymore, im really excited about the idea of hanging out with them. i am getting ready to leave, last load of laundry is almost done and i am debating on whether or not i should stop by hardees in 20 minutes so i can get something to eat, because i am sooooooo hungry. and the tree in my backyard has so much ice on it right now it looks like its going to swallow my house in 2 seconds.
so, my friend jon "texted" me up tonight, and asked if i wanted to hang out with some people who are meeting up at a hot wing place tomorrow night. perhaps there was something to that dream i had. now if i could just figure out what kind of business i am supposed to open. photography studio? please say yes.
oh yeah, my trip got pushed back to saturday. i'll be gone for six, six, six, days. just six. then leslie will be in town from maine. then blake will be in town from everywhere. but leslie is driving her car back to maine so i am going to help her pack it. when she was coming back from california, her car was so packed tight, she actually popped a tire on her car. but blake wont be here for very long. he wants to go to chicago and the east coast and the west coast and i dont think he has made up his mind about where yet.
i entered a contest, and i should find out soon who the winner is. i hope its me, DUH! if i win, i am moving to california, but stopping in seattle first. but i might go to canada before that, im thinking of visiting eileen in toronto. of course what are the chances i will actually win. i think i have a chance but im sure there are plenty of other talented people out there, so, who knows. but i want to get some mass consciousness going. thinking good thoughts, fingers crossed and all that other good stuff.
so i had a really strange dream last night. i was looking for commercial real estate to rent so i could open a business. and the place i was looking at was moving or something, they had tall tables and barstools. there was a friend with me and i asked her what the place was. she told me they sold HOT WINGS. why would i dream about a place that sells hot wings? i have no clue. but i wish i could remember what kind of business i was going to open. also, about a week ago, i dreamed that there was a sweatshop in my basement. with people sitting at organized sewing machines and there were piles and piles of the most colorful fabric.
i know global warming is bad. but it feels so good.
for about a half hour i thought there was a warrant out for my arrest. i am a witness, in a criminal trial. and the states attorneys office is one of the most unorganized offices in the history of offices. they actually gave my number to the "victim" in the case. the attorney said she thought we were friends. and i told her i didnt even know the girls name. she said it was a mistake that would not happen again. but all the same,thats a NO NO. (thats me yelling)
tonight, was awful. i am not liking it here. if things go according to plan i am leaving on tuesday for a hopefully productive excursion. cheer up.
forever: a limitless time
never: at no time
dissuade: to advise against something
my friend nate. we work together. and either have lots of fun or piss each other off. but we never end the night mad. we get along insanely well.
i am insane.
bury me, in this sand.
sometimes i think about not taking pictures anymore. but i dont know what else i would do, if i didnt.
i miss coffee shop visiting after midnight.