My Alibi

chaotic, but ive got it...

she, my grandma, was in my dream last night, we were at a diner style resturant and i told her everything that was on my mind. there was a table with young people next to us and it was someones birthday. i gave them cookies. i also went to the vegetarian buffet at some point and im not sure if it was before or after but i brought cookies theres, too.
everyone really liked my cookies a lot.

weird.

i deleted myspace from my internet life. and i got on my computer this morning and was all like, www.myspace.com and then i realized i deleted it. and i was like, what the hell am i doing to do with my internet time now? and then i realized i am going to do this. i also intend on keeping up my exercise. its raining today, so i wont get crazy, but i worked at the bar the other night and i had a shirt on that was short enough it somewhat exposed my hips
and i ran into a girl i knew later, and she was like you look really good. you have those hip flexor things. and i said thank you, but really i was thinking, yeah! back to my point though, its just time to grow up and focus. i was having
a bad day yesterday, for a few reasons. and i wanted to hear the advice from the one person i cannot speak with, and i realized she would just tell me to look ahead. and really thats all i can do.