October 26, 2005
October 19, 2005
October 17, 2005
good night moon...
no matter how many moments that go by that i dont spend thinking about it all, there are just as many that go by that i do think about it. i keep trying to tell all these new people that i have met that they dont know me, that who they are seeing isnt me. im done with them. thats why i stayed home tonight, i told them i wasnt going out anymore. i figured they would get bored with me. but i guess because im the new girl thats enough to keep them intrigued. but i've been trying to push them away for a week now, and it hasnt worked at all. it may have just made things worse.
on a lighter note, i am going to buy some pumpkins today, and i couldnt be more happy. about that and only that,
good night moon.
October 10, 2005
miss me when im gone...
i think the party is going to be at machinos. i will find out more details. but it seems like it might be fun as long as it doesnt turn into the goddamn white castle. work is going well. i dont like ron one of the sandwhich makers. mainly because hes a little abrasive. then theres dave, he has medical condition that has paralyzed half his face. nikki is cool. but i love me some BART!! he plays rugby with ty. and hes super tall, theres something about him. he was so drunk the other night, it was really funny. but i was really looking forward to getting to know some of these people on a more social level because im not really used to working somewhere where i dont know the people. at the skate shop is was so homey because everyone was family. i miss it so much. i want to go back home. but i guess that old expression: you can never go home again, holds true. time will tell. and time i am giving it. i even miss corey. distance makes the heart grow fonder, and distant i have been.
quote of the weekend: its your turn to help me.
