June 24, 2005
like violence, you kill me...
my week in a summary (which is only a handful of actual events of said week):
*made an educated adult suggestion, only to get my uncle yelling in my face, while pointing his finger at me, just to disagree for the sake of disagreeing.
*wasted a chunk of my hard earned money on cleaning supplies, but not for use to clean up after myself, for use to clean up after someone else.
*took out trash, that held one of the most objectionable smells known to man. its so unimaginable that if i told you, you wouldnt want to believe me.
*worked all day in a store with a broken airconditioner, where the temperature finally topped out at 95 degrees.
*came home, only to find the washing machine full of someone elses stuff. which wouldnt be that bad if i had a towel to use so i could take a shower, and clean clothes to wear when i wake up. so i figure i will just finish the load thats in there and then the washer doesnt work.
what the fuck?
June 20, 2005
now boarding...
i got back from chicago tonight, at about 8:40. the train ride was so long and boring. it didnt help that i had a toothache. bah. i almost debated not coming back. even after i reached the train station here, i didnt think i was going to come home tonight. but i did, at about 1. and i really regret it. this isnt where i want to be right now. i thought that maybe if i left by the time i got back something would have changed and gotten better. but it doesnt seem like it, at all. its really disappointing. from 8:41 and on its been a disappointment. i cant think of anything better to do then to just go to sleep. night.
June 16, 2005
its happening again...
she is back in the hospital. we went to the ER at about 9:30 and as of 5 this morning they had admitted her. i dont know if i can go through this again. i hope this wont be more than a day or two and they can figure out whats wrong. we should have done this two weeks ago. im tired.
