My Alibi

the competition is no match...

you arent supposed to worry about things out of your control. but when it starts directly effecting you and you have done everything in your power to change it and it hasnt worked. you start to worry. i keep telling myself one more week. that makes me feel better for a split second, then the moment passes. i had one day where everything felt like it was fitting like a puzzle, and after that day, the feeling was gone. i do live for those moments. but they are so few and far between its easy to forget that its only a matter of time before something works out again. im just sick of running in slow motion. i want to scream.