no matter how many moments that go by that i dont spend thinking about it all, there are just as many that go by that i do think about it. i keep trying to tell all these new people that i have met that they dont know me, that who they are seeing isnt me. im done with them. thats why i stayed home tonight, i told them i wasnt going out anymore. i figured they would get bored with me. but i guess because im the new girl thats enough to keep them intrigued. but i've been trying to push them away for a week now, and it hasnt worked at all. it may have just made things worse.
on a lighter note, i am going to buy some pumpkins today, and i couldnt be more happy. about that and only that,
good night moon.
Posted by Allie at October 17, 2005 2:46 AM | TrackBack