May 21, 2005
long distance charges may apply...
i keep thinking how i think good gets punished and bad gets rewarded. the older i get, the more i see, the more i see that a majority of the time this is how it works. i hate it that im only a young adult and i already this bad of a perspective.
i did however realize, that you cant have the good without the bad. that if there were no bad, good would never seem so good. but i dont think that gives anyone a license to be bad. just so that when they are good its the greatest thing. it doesnt work like that.
i guess i feel like i give my heart, love, and time like its going out of style. most of the time i have nothing to show for it, but i keep doing it, and i dont know why. most of the time i just feel taken advantage of at the end of the day. and these days seem to drag on.
i guess i just want for people to treat others the way they would like to be treated. i know that seems so lame. but its true.
