so, its not quite 2 and i want to be at the train station by 6, in the morning, yes. i am going to chicago, to the park show and to hang out with megan. i am so excited. even if i wanted to go to bed, i dont think i would be able to fall asleep. i havent been to chicago just to hang out and have fun in such a long time. even though the streets and i, arent very familiar as we'd like to be, it always feels like home. i suppose there are many reasons. its just nice. and the train ride will be fun, something "interesting/weird" always happens. wish me luck.
damn. the inst long enough and the day is too long. i am going to chicago this weekend, saturday and sunday. saturday theres a park show at the fireside. and i still need to find a place to stay for the night, probably a hotel. damn, i dont want to be an adult. and sunday i am going to hang out with megan, hopefully. hopefully i get ahold of her by saturday morning. shes supposed to go the show as well. then on the 5th or 6th, i cant remember because i didnt book the tickets myself, i am going to California. i am so excited. first time being alone on a plane, and personally, i am afraid. i will traweling almost 2000 miles alone. ugh. hopefully i get to go to mexico too, at least for like 5 minutes. do i need my birth certificate? yawn. there is so much i have to do. shit shit shit.
i need to make 300 buttons, make some copies of the designs first, get my money, CLEAN and ORGANIZE, recollect, but together two shelves, organize, organize, organize. do some things in illustrator, print that shit out, watch my all time favorite tv show, COPS, get some soda, theres more, i just cant think of it right now. oh yeah, and find some inner peace. HELP!!!!