January 27, 2004
i cant stand not understanding...
i wanted to add a photo page to my site, and i asked my mom to help me, and she told me it was easy. and guess what. its not. she said if i just look hard enough i will be able to figure it out. and guess what. i cant. i SUCK.
January 25, 2004
lack thereof or the same...
"Among other things, you'll find that you're not the first person who was ever confused and frightened and even sickened by human behavior. You're by no means alone on that score, you'll be excited and stimulated to know. Many, many men have been just as troubled morally and spiritually as you are right now. Happily, some of them kept records of their troubles. You'll learn from them - if you want to. Just as someday, if you have something to offer, someone will learn something from you. It's a beautiful reciprocal arrangement. And it isn't education. It's history. It's poetry." ~Chapter 24, spoken by the character Mr. Antolini (catcher in the rye; j.d. salinger)
goodnight today, and hello tomorrow.
January 21, 2004
modern romance...
guitars
cool lights
an old camera
glowing cigarette cherries
smells of coffee and tea
pens and paper
night sky
atmosphere
shades of pink
voices
hair
tattoos
me
and you.
January 20, 2004
things to do...
things i hope to do today:
-get a scanner!!!
(note: you have no idea how happy i would be if i had a scanner!!)
-get up at 10:30
(i know, 10:30, lame, i should be up at 8 or something)
-go to bed earlier than i did the night before
(it hard for me to want to go to bed at night, i love the night)
January 18, 2004
whom shall i fear?
random quotes:
-turn a stubling block, into a stepping stone.
-dont worry about the things you cant control.
January 15, 2004
send me snow or sun...
finally, some relief. im tired of running out of time. i wish there were maybe 30 hours in a day and then maybe i could get more done. ahhh! do you ever just feel like screaming? night.
