My Alibi

its easy to sink when you float like a cannon ball...

so....my ongoing quest to meet new people and make new friends isnt going very well. after megan left for school last year i kind of quit caring about making any new friends. i told her that i was over it and there was no one here i wanted to be friends with. haha. of course she understood. the thing with me and her is, we are so alike its creepy and we never talk about it. anyway. back to this new friend bullshit. yeah, so im trying to make a new friend, yeah theres this one person. hes pretty cool, except for one thing. and its making me discouraged. maybe i will just give up again. thats what i do best. i feel like im freakin 16 again. shoot me.

i promise not to be so lame tomorrow.