My Alibi

take it from whichever angle...

i want to sew a dress, i have some basic schematics already done in my head. i would like to dye a sweatshirt i have as well as dye a tote bag. come up with a design for t-shirts. i want to get a portfolio together, come up with a new great stencil design. organize my shit. get a better job, go on a vacation. get my knee fixed. maybe get a haircut. what the hell am i supposed to do? its one of those moments, or rather a series of them, where i just want to give up. i could talk all day, and i learned at a young age, talk is cheap. you know it, i know it. dont ask me to explain why i think that. im tired of struggling for nothing. i need a break. alot of people have great stories how they had ran across the right person at the right time or something like that. why the hell cant that happen to me? im going to expire.

on a lighter note, i am thinking of getting one of those water purifiers you can put on your faucet.

and madison looks so peaceful right now.