December 29, 2003
uninspired...
things to do [today]:
-go pick up that zip up
-pick up film (9 rolls)
-get muffin mix?
-get a hairstyle
-best buy?
my back hurts, im tired but i dont want to go to bed. i dont like some of the language people choose to use. its cold. i need friends. i need to move. or get people to move here, not. shit, fuck, damn.
December 28, 2003
i just wanted to break you, to say that i had...
its easy to make a plan, its hard to initiate it. i know what i want to do, i just need some financial backing, thats all. so if there is anyone out there that has an extra twenty grand. please leave me a comment with your email so i can get in contact with you. if i had one wish right now, thats what i would wish for, $20,000. i know money isnt the answer to lifes problems. but if i want to do this, i will need alot of time to work on it, and i dont know often i will be able to work. and if i dont work, i cant eat food every day. DAMN. this is stupid. shoot me, night.
December 14, 2003
are you a liar?
it snowed today. even though i hate snow, i wish it would snow three feet. just to see what it looks like. to laugh at my neighbors, while they are standing at their doorways, looking out, thinking "what the hell am i supposed to do?" i doesnt feel like the holiday season at all. i dont know why.
