My Alibi

is anybody out there?

tonight, is terrible. its one of those nights that because there is nothing to do. nothing on tv. youre eyes are tired of reading. you have nothing to look forward to tomorrow. that you are really given no other choice but to just go to bed, and thats the last thing you want to do. and you hate it even more because thats your only option to relieve any ounce of boredom you hold. its actually really disheartening, because anyone you would actually enjoy having a face to face conversation with is hours and hours [hundreds and hundreds of miles] away. its one of those nights, you wished you lived somewhere more pleasent, where the streets werent so dark at night, so it would be more inviting to walk around town. and breathe in the air. but all you really have in this moment, is a few a concrete walls, an annoying cricket, and the sounds of a cd player belting out some icelandic music. i find no solace in any of this, at all.