My Alibi

But you're only counting the clock against the train...

well, well, well, i dont want to sound frail or unwell, but i am so sick of being friends with people that arent really friends. i could name names, but there are some things, you think would enable a true friendship to be born. whether its stretching out your arm or going the extra mile, and when you do that, and are then completely disrespected by that person, someone who claims to be part of this "family", well last time i checked its been a while since we hung out or had a real conversation. and thats fine with me, but dont call me your friend or pretend like you dont know whats going on. thats one of my biggest pet peeves.
im mean, im sure alot of people think that anyways. i dont want that, but i am who i am. and i dont always want to be friends with someone just because they are friends with someone i am friends with. if all you have to talk to me about is your christian dior lip gloss or how free spirited you are, i dont care. haha. im tired, its late, and i have no idea where this is coming from. good night.

and ty if you are reading this, this has nothing to do with you, you know i love you no matter what, you are my brother and my best friend. nothing will change that.