March 25, 2003
all these strangers look the same....
so i wonder if the things i find beyond my comprehension are really beyond, or if i am just in some form of denial? maybe a little bit of both.
its strange how i have barely any ties to anyone. i hung out with megan the other night, for about an hour at stake n shake. im not sure what to think. the whole time she looked like she was sad. i hope she isnt.
sometimes, im so afraid of what is going to happen that i sleep in my clothes so i wont have to hurry as much in the event that something or anything were actually taking place. im an adult, and that just doesnt sound very adult-like. i think im just slowly slipping. into some freak psychotic world that doesnt really exist.
now that i have reached the bottom of my list of nothingness, im off.
