March 23, 2003
A One [Wo]Man Army?
i am at the brink. this media coverage, or whatever you want to call it, has me running up and down the walls. i dont want to be in the "dark" but i might have seen too much. we find out as soon as the people actually there that someone has parished. i dont think i can take it. people wanted reality on tv and they fucking got it. my best friend is some where over there and i am going insane wondering his status. i know he isnt in "the field" but just knowing he is near, closer than alot of other people is too much to swallow. i think what innocence this soon to be twenty year old young man had is now gone, swallowed up in a game of who can be called "top dog at the end of the day". im scared to know how he will feel when he is done with this. im scared to know what he is thinking so far from home. what is happening to the world and to the people she holds?
Posted by Allie at March 23, 2003 3:23 AM